Diary of a new mummy - 5/3/15

So Corey Jesse Harber is now nearly 3 weeks (3 weeks exact tomorrow)!!! And although we had a bit of a tough start, everything seems to be going in the right direction now! I'm so very proud of my little baby boy! We seem to have quite a close bond...

What To Do When Life Throws You A Curve Ball?

What to do when life throws you a curve ball  Keep batting and don't give up. Learn to hit them right out into the stands and run all the bases for a home run. Hear the crowd go wild. Feel the glory inside that you didn't throw down your bat in...

So Dead...

Nope nope, I'm still here. I promised I would and so I am :) I actually can't believe I went so long without putting up at least a status...    Yesterday and this morning I was dead. Unconscious. Dreaming of nothing because I didn't even have...

Suicide Kills Me

Am I too sensitively emotional? I think I just might be. But is it a bad thing? I don't think so. It gives me heartache, yes, but it also keeps my compassion alive.    I cry for any little thing that pulls my heart a little. Children dying of...

Feeling better today

I woke up in a better mood today. Maybe it's because it's the weekend. I wish my moods weren't so erratic. I would just like to feel good for a long period of time.

Whats on my mind...

Tonight I think my brain doesn't know what to do because I might just have another job I might just get and I am way to excited but I dont want to give my hopes up because thats what happens a lot, I get excited and I end up not getting the job. Then...

Books.

   I can't even express my love for books. I mean you get to dive into another world. One that's better from here. You can be the character. The kind of love that I want is the one that's only in the books I read. I used to party or cut to get out of...

To my thoughts Family, just to concede our point...

I recently received a text message from my "ex" (I prefer not to refer to him as such, as I've concluded that I was just drunk the entire "relationship").  Keep in mind I havn't spoken to him since the very day I needed to put my foot down and hammer...

Its alright to be the "nice guy who finishes last".

We all know the saying, "nice guys finish last". Well if you are that someone who feels like they are always getting put on the back burner or feeling left out or in the dark, have no fear! Just recently I was talking to someone about this and that’s...

My new year hairstyle

my mum offer me to go to the salon to wash my hair. But then she lied to me instead of washing my hair, it become cutting my hair. I had long hair last year but now I had Taylor swift length. I made it to my new year hairstyle. Lots of people...

Free download games 4 pic one word positive affirmations

Download Learn how to reword your affirmations and to convert negative affirmations into positive affirmations. is like a one way street where You can download and Apr 25, 2013 · Download GPS for the Soul. One quick you have the power to cancel it...

Okay. Here's what I need to understand.

Hi. Bonjour. Hola. Any language you speak, I say hi. My name, well, let's keep it short and sweet. Call me Bella. And no, my name is not Isabelle or Isabella. Can we skip the not so important details, such as favorite colors or foods. (I don't have...

hope

The year has ended and a new started in a full blast of joy and hope. I almost ended my year with so many pain and sorrow and nearly longing for death to not ever feel these anymore though life has its own way of hanging on to something that despite...

It's About Where You're Going, Not Where You Come From.

It’s easy to get caught up in the regrets of our past, our mistakes, and our failures. I’ve met so many people who truly understand God’s forgiveness, but have yet to find the courage and strength to forgive themselves. This is something that can...

Mid- Shower

Okay. So of course my ideas come to me right before, or in a shower; you know those times when you really can’t write things down? Go figure. So mid shower I ran out to write/ type this out. I posted a couple random negative blogs a few minutes...

January 01, 2015 – A Sense of Foreboding…

In most of my 60 years of existence upon this Earth I always looked forward to New Year’s Eve and New Year’s Day.  Each year upon passing year seemed to bring on new challenges to be met.   Each passing year meant improving upon the year preceding it,...

Goodbye 2014 and Hello 2015

We all know it has been a great year at 2014. But 2015 is gonna be even better. 2014 was the best year I have experience. At midnight ( 12.00 AM ) will become 2014. One of my stragedy for the new year is studying and going to the gym more...

Don't sweat the Regrets

This is a serious problem that I have dealt with for YEARS and I do mean YEARS.  I’m ashamed to admit it, but, it’s true and everyone deals with it: REGRETS.  It’s an ugly word and a wasteful trait.   I have to say, I think, I began dealing with...

There's Nobody to Blame

I like to be right, and right now, I am right... I am at fault, I am to blame, I am the one who decides where I am, how I live, putting my past safely in the past, how I progress as I move forward.  After all, reality is what we make of it, and...

Lupus- The Beginning

I am writing this blog to see if I can get through to one person and maybe make them feel a little more hopeful with this life sucking disease. I was officially diagnosed with Lupus at the age of 16. My doctors thought I was just depressed, but I knew...

Making the Best of a Bad Situation

  When I came into the building I noticed right away that the cameras had not been turned off… I just shook my head and wondered what else I was going to find… to my surprise everything seemed to be alright… I did get a few strange looks from my...