A crazy I've never been before.

So, I've said before that I've become caffeine dependent to get me through my 8am Theories class, and a lot of mornings that means stopping at Sheetz for a frozen mocha, sometimes with an extra espresso shot if I'm extremely tired. This morning, I...

The start

Its a new start.   Its coming and its so close to grasp that is makes my stomach twist. Everything is changing and I don't know if I want to smile, skip and laugh or crawl into a ball or cry.    Everything changes, life keeps moving and we...

What to say?

The start of a new life. To wash away all that had happened before in order to come out feeling fresh. Its very akin to taking a bath after spending the week in a muddy field at a festival. You feel...refreshed. I don't think that's the proper word....

Feels like it was explained perfectly.

Today in abnormal psychology class, my professor was continuing her lecture on depressive disorders. One topic she talked about was how men become depressed faster than women do following a divorce. While the etiology of disorders is a combination...

Moving in the right direction

I took a real big step today, and called a counseling place and made an appointment. I also had a discussion with Justin (the best friend) and for once, i stayed completely calm and didn't get upset or angry over anything. I don't blame him for the...

Day #2

Day #2 of trying to be positive for 100 days in a row, First of all, my apologies for last nights post, I was definitely half asleep when I wrote that, needles to say, I am planning an early night, and so I am writing my post now, a good 5 hours...

Day #1

Well my first day in my attempt to be positive and happy for 100 days in a row has come and gone,  After getting up this morning, the usual daily routine fell in to place, which is maybe something I should look at changing, I'm really not a routine...

Can you be happy for 100 days in a row?

Here is something quite interesting I read on my face book page earlier on tonight, Can you be happy for 100 days in a row? "Well... challenge accepted"   I will attempt the challenge mentioned above, and I shall do so surrounding my...

Motivation

I haven’t had motivation in a while. It was like everything was so dark for so long that I lost all drive to do anything. I didn’t want to even think of anything happy because I was so used to the dark. I had no inspiration, I had given up completely....

Positive Future Day 46: The end

There are many things that inspire me. People, Events and everything that plays a part in something great. I think we all look for a source of inspiration in everything we do. Sometimes I wonder if that inspiration is good, or maybe that I walked a...

Fresh and Kicking!

Just got myself a haircut and shaved my roughed up "beard". Time to get myself feeling fresh again, and I do! A haircut and a shave can do miracles to a young guy, especially when you already feel down. I decided to go tomorrow, and kick some ass. I'm...

You!

There's one thing I noticed about the community of thoughts. It's has allot of variation in age, ideology and moral. One thing I find that everyone here has in common is that you're all extremely gentle and sweet people when it comes down to it. There...

Thoughts Chatroom!

I was thinking about this, maybe it's a good idea or maybe not. We all talk daily, by commenting or pm. The system is great of course, but it all lacks one thing. Direct contact, it's something we all should try atleast once. I don't know if this was...

motivation.

I'm feeling really postitive at the moment. I've just finshed doing my before bed work out and I'm just about ready to crash. I wanted to update the old blog fist tho. So my reasons for feeling positive: 1. I've been running and working out a...

Positive Future Day 41: Crochet

Here I am, looking at my girl crocheting. It's an amazing feeling at the end of the day, relaxing and doing whatever you enjoy; while in the company of her. Well, was; she just had to leave for a bit.    I keep wondering if she's upset with me,...

win exciting prizes worldwide

One of My friend is a author at A free shopping blog   and i have also recieved some free stuff following his blog..But what i dont like about google is this they do not rank blogs by their quality.They need backling ,pr and many more things that can...

Poem: Conscience

In blinding darkness our conscience lays adrift.  We seek redemption, but our eyes remain closed.  Shimmering in between we gaze upon the rift. Unaware of the coming, soon to be exposed.      Darkness arrives in silence, unexpected...

Positive Future Day 39: Cars!

Well actually just a car, so I brought my uncle away this morning and totally forgot something important. So I kinda felt bad about that, I however did manage to drive back home safely. It was easier than I thought, it was just like riding a bike;...

Positive Future Day 38: The Drive

Safely I can say that today's headache is just as bad as yesterday. Maybe not that bad, it actually wasn't as painful; but still annoying. I was thinking about a couple of things, and before writing this about something as well.   Let's talk...