why i'm even doing this...

      I've tried many times before to write a blog to have somewhere to express my thoughts, but I never can keep up with it or remember to get online. I want this time to be different.        To be honest, I'm a twenty year old college student...

A good day for goals

You know what I absolutely love to do? I love to sit in cafes, have lunch alone, and do work on my laptop. Its such a calming and peaceful thing to do, I enjoy being alone sometimes, especially in public. At least while my boyfriend is away at...

Big changes in my way

I feel like 2016 will be a year filled with changes, and hopefully all of them will have positive impact in my life.  Some of them are simple, and others are more complex and even a little scary.  I'll talk about the simple, exciting one first.  ...

Goals for this year and future letters to myself.

I've been thinking a lot about how I need and want change in my life so desperately. of course there are only certain things I want to change as I'm happy with most of the people around me in my small circle. But I think it's important to list out all...

Best feeling in the world <3

After a long frustrating day, collapsing in to my bed with a warm cup of tea have got to be the best feeling in the world. It's the little things that matter and I am ever so grateful for this cup of tea that just fills my heart with so much love and...

Finding my happy

I've never really struggled with being happy. What I've struggled with is consistently being happy. What I've came to find within the last year is that, I am not going to be "happy" every day of my life. But what I am going to be is, content. I...

Duality

This world is a very complex place. In spite of this complexity, there is one thing that everything has in common; everything has an opposite.   This is a world of duality. This means that nothing in it exists, without it’s opposite. There is no...

~ Happy Thoughts and Things to Remember

   If "Plan A" didn't work, don't worry about it, the alphabet has 25 more letters.. stay cool.   Kindness is not to be mistaken for weakness, nor forgiveness for acceptance.  It’s about knowing resentment of any kind is not on the path to...

Pregnant?

I just keep on learning and realizing things about myself and my life. Just this morning a lady asked, "When you dropping?" which means, when will I deliever my baby. At first I didn't understand but then I just smiled a weary smile and said, "Oh, I'm...

wanting to help other

well i started this blog because i am hoping i can get a chance to help people threw problems that they are going threw rather its girl or boyfriend problems or just giving a open ear and people might think im weird for it but i just wanna help the...

Change.

Jeez. It's been a while since I wrote last... Where do I even start? Evan and I totally broke up around the beginning of October... That was kind of a massively shitty situation all the way around.  There were a few other guys I'd been kinda eyeing,...

Today I Believe In Love

If you asked me what my thoughts on love were, and what it takes to make it in today's world I'd probably reply like this. I never thought i'd find " the one " I never even thought that " the one " existed.  I grew up in a house where love wasn't...

Don't Worry, Be Thankful

This year, it's just me and my children.  I do not have a ham or turkey and if I did, I'm sure I don't have a clue how to cook it.   I do have ham and turkey sandwiches though....lol.   My whole family has died off in the last 2 years so we have no...

Random Thoughts

Life really is so hard. Sometimes i just want to give up. but as i was able to witness other peoples problem, then it hit me. that others have bigger problems than yours but they worked hard, stayed optimistic and faced all of this at once. So never...