I hate this nice weather~

  How sad.  I am thinking about all the nice weather I will be missing this winter.  It's already bothering me.  Everything is so green, people smile more in warm weather, you can wear less clothes, flowers are still blooming and all I can think of...

It Was Her...

She was our mother She was our touch She was our presence It was her... From the moment we learned how to breath The moment our eyes could percieve The moment our voices came alive It was her              It was her... She...

The bright side

Two hours ago, I was having a hard time dealing with a personal problem. I may share the experience one of these days but right now I want to tell everyone something positive about me because I am not all sadness. I found the love of my life about a...

Imperfections

How many if us look into the mirror and critic and ourselves at some stage in our lives?  We look at our face and notice thatour nose may appear a little too long and  whats with that dam tip......our eyes may be saggy...ect We pick the crap out...

I'm new so... blog theme decision!

Hey, so this is my first post (!!!) I recently made this account several days ago with the idea of it being beneficial as I have a tendancy to overthink way too much for my own good. Once the account was created I struggled to think of an overall blog...

Friendships

After writing in the journal for a couple of days now and confronting the topics that I've now named and made tangible, the total of things, thus far, that are affecting me negatively has totalled: Nine.     One of which is FRIENDSHIP.  ...

Calm and Collected.

With everything that's going on in my life, I can still say I feel blessed. My life could be so much worse than it is. I normally feel overwhlemed with everything but tonight I feel okay. Good, even. I've been keeping myself pretty busy to keep my...

Different view.

 Everyday you have to realize maybe their so much more than what it seems, and bring beautiful sentinment. We don't overlook the bitterness of the world. We chose to see the things we want to see. Maybe that's why we think the world is so cold. Us...

Happiness

The key of happiness is under your construction and you are the only person that has that recipe. It only works for you and no one else. It is designed for your greatness and your daily smiles. It consist of you doing mixing and pouring and making the...

SOLITUDE

Solitude is so addicting... For years, I was too afraid to face my demons. When I was alone, they were always there waiting. Memories, the incapability of coping with internal conflict, loneliness, and the list goes on. I was unaware of the fact...

why i'm even doing this...

      I've tried many times before to write a blog to have somewhere to express my thoughts, but I never can keep up with it or remember to get online. I want this time to be different.        To be honest, I'm a twenty year old college student...

A good day for goals

You know what I absolutely love to do? I love to sit in cafes, have lunch alone, and do work on my laptop. Its such a calming and peaceful thing to do, I enjoy being alone sometimes, especially in public. At least while my boyfriend is away at...

Big changes in my way

I feel like 2016 will be a year filled with changes, and hopefully all of them will have positive impact in my life.  Some of them are simple, and others are more complex and even a little scary.  I'll talk about the simple, exciting one first.  ...