Strike 1

Okay, I'm sorry about that.    It was slowly building up and the inevitable happened - I crashed. I made my first 'this life sucks' post. And it's not fair for whoever takes the time to kindly read my thoughts here. It's also not fair to my...

Happy Sad

Why are we sad and drained of energy when we should be grateful for the breath we have to read these words we're reading at this moment. That's not all of us. Myself I might add I am in between and back and forth between negative and positive. I guess...

TASTE OF EDUCATION

  “The roots of education are bitter but the fruit is sweet.- Aristotle” Culture shock, lack of sleep, academic pressure and anxiety are just some of the common thorns that I’ve encountered in my freshman life as a college student. Does those...

C'est La Vie

So, I know it's been a long time since I wrote last, and honestly, I have been through some rough stuff in the last couple months. I've been severely depressed, and I've been struggling with getting the drinking and smoking under control. It's been a...

First Post

Do you ever have those times when you feel like you aren't good enough? It's like no matter what you do, nothing is good enough. Well. I've had that feeling for quite some time now. Although, in my case, it isn't just a feeling--mostly because it has...

Is It Over?

Okay so, today hasn't been the best day, but it was a good day sort of. Today my family and I went out to eat at a buffet and there weren't many problems. I'm just so happy today, well right now. My stepdad is at work, but last night we've gotten...

The Positive Thinker

Positivity is something that can change your life. Believe it or not, you are not simply born an optimist. It takes work - and sometimes it's actually very challenging. Especially on those days where everything is just going the exact opposite of what...

Diary of a new mummy - 5/3/15

So Corey Jesse Harber is now nearly 3 weeks (3 weeks exact tomorrow)!!! And although we had a bit of a tough start, everything seems to be going in the right direction now! I'm so very proud of my little baby boy! We seem to have quite a close bond...

What To Do When Life Throws You A Curve Ball?

What to do when life throws you a curve ball  Keep batting and don't give up. Learn to hit them right out into the stands and run all the bases for a home run. Hear the crowd go wild. Feel the glory inside that you didn't throw down your bat in...

So Dead...

Nope nope, I'm still here. I promised I would and so I am :) I actually can't believe I went so long without putting up at least a status...    Yesterday and this morning I was dead. Unconscious. Dreaming of nothing because I didn't even have...

penance.

That's what I keep telling myself.  That each day that I maintain my cool and walk out of this office after having been here for eight hours, is paying it forward in exchange for a day working a job that I love.  That makes me the money my experience...

Suicide Kills Me

Am I too sensitively emotional? I think I just might be. But is it a bad thing? I don't think so. It gives me heartache, yes, but it also keeps my compassion alive.    I cry for any little thing that pulls my heart a little. Children dying of...

Feeling better today

I woke up in a better mood today. Maybe it's because it's the weekend. I wish my moods weren't so erratic. I would just like to feel good for a long period of time.

Whats on my mind...

Tonight I think my brain doesn't know what to do because I might just have another job I might just get and I am way to excited but I dont want to give my hopes up because thats what happens a lot, I get excited and I end up not getting the job. Then...

Books.

   I can't even express my love for books. I mean you get to dive into another world. One that's better from here. You can be the character. The kind of love that I want is the one that's only in the books I read. I used to party or cut to get out of...

To my thoughts Family, just to concede our point...

I recently received a text message from my "ex" (I prefer not to refer to him as such, as I've concluded that I was just drunk the entire "relationship").  Keep in mind I havn't spoken to him since the very day I needed to put my foot down and hammer...

Its alright to be the "nice guy who finishes last".

We all know the saying, "nice guys finish last". Well if you are that someone who feels like they are always getting put on the back burner or feeling left out or in the dark, have no fear! Just recently I was talking to someone about this and that’s...

My new year hairstyle

my mum offer me to go to the salon to wash my hair. But then she lied to me instead of washing my hair, it become cutting my hair. I had long hair last year but now I had Taylor swift length. I made it to my new year hairstyle. Lots of people...

Free download games 4 pic one word positive affirmations

Download Learn how to reword your affirmations and to convert negative affirmations into positive affirmations. is like a one way street where You can download and Apr 25, 2013 · Download GPS for the Soul. One quick you have the power to cancel it...

Okay. Here's what I need to understand.

Hi. Bonjour. Hola. Any language you speak, I say hi. My name, well, let's keep it short and sweet. Call me Bella. And no, my name is not Isabelle or Isabella. Can we skip the not so important details, such as favorite colors or foods. (I don't have...