The Biggest Joke of All!

We have all heard the joke, "knock knock, who's there." Lets play it out for a moment,          "knock knock"          "who's there"            "me"          "me who?" We have all heard this joke played out many times with the...

the hidden/ anxiety

  Some days are better than others some days are worse. You take an extra pill just to mask the pain. Why is it that our demons are to be pinned to our chest like a scarlet letter. Hiding everything you’re feeling because that’s what you’re...

The True Living God

We live in a world where we are taught to put ourselves before others. To chase after meaningless things, such as the latest technology, the latest fashion;  To put our well being after obtaining these material things. We are fed what we should be and...

Nu Face

There has been a vivication. My mirror will never again haunt me. His face is long gone, and I have replaced him I have a Nu Face. I practiced a feat of mental engineering with more energy behind it than any previous machination. She is...

I hate this nice weather~

  How sad.  I am thinking about all the nice weather I will be missing this winter.  It's already bothering me.  Everything is so green, people smile more in warm weather, you can wear less clothes, flowers are still blooming and all I can think of...

It Was Her...

She was our mother She was our touch She was our presence It was her... From the moment we learned how to breath The moment our eyes could percieve The moment our voices came alive It was her              It was her... She...

The bright side

Two hours ago, I was having a hard time dealing with a personal problem. I may share the experience one of these days but right now I want to tell everyone something positive about me because I am not all sadness. I found the love of my life about a...

Imperfections

How many if us look into the mirror and critic and ourselves at some stage in our lives?  We look at our face and notice thatour nose may appear a little too long and  whats with that dam tip......our eyes may be saggy...ect We pick the crap out...

I'm new so... blog theme decision!

Hey, so this is my first post (!!!) I recently made this account several days ago with the idea of it being beneficial as I have a tendancy to overthink way too much for my own good. Once the account was created I struggled to think of an overall blog...

Friendships

After writing in the journal for a couple of days now and confronting the topics that I've now named and made tangible, the total of things, thus far, that are affecting me negatively has totalled: Nine.     One of which is FRIENDSHIP.  ...

Calm and Collected.

With everything that's going on in my life, I can still say I feel blessed. My life could be so much worse than it is. I normally feel overwhlemed with everything but tonight I feel okay. Good, even. I've been keeping myself pretty busy to keep my...